As the day begin, we Meadow in sin this is so true to me in 2020 when a hard dock came threw my loving affordable but happy apartment. So I rushed to the door with a place for attitude, thinking it was either neighbor and my mother, are brother as I’m opening the door slowly opens I’m looking into the eyes off two police all could say was WOW HELLO OFFICER YOU GOT ME HANDS UP Don’t shoot lol
If y’all smelling my food threw the door need to bang on it like that so WHATITDO JUST AS INE POLICE OFFICER Began to speak our never happy manger just jump
in the way and YELLS your evicted AS looking at this smile on his face seems this is coming from his soul and around the Conner from his over standing life
God Morning I said to the police. Is this real I paid the rent no one saying anything OFFICERs look comes at MR. NEVER HAPPY And look back at me and at the same time say Yes and you have five mins at this time I now understand what the word defeated means WOW IM COOKIN and enjoying life SOMETHING IN MY HEAD IS tell me to say Officer we’re all PO and lice were we live so as I’m getting a few things Moving around my man cave, wow my life is begin stolen with all my property, and all my things of value sentimental like my Mother picture which I touch every night before going get into my captains, bed my heart racing like I have never been in a race things you need when evicted Id Two pair shoes cpu charger and few shirts and pans in three mins moving to the street at this point the people that I pray for each night whom are homeless TODAY I shall be joining them at the dinner table, WERE is ONE LIFE THERE NO NEED for a table. Nor chairs i’m worried or scared for myself It’s just being outside in the elements of the weather hot cold rain living with very little to make my life have a purpose most people think that when seeing a person yelling it could just BE A illegal eviction WOW IM SAYING WOW OVER AND OVER SEEMS to me the tenant Mr Never HAPPY has ill intent, malice. Tells make me hurry up The police are well trained MR HAPPY Says so y’all don’t understand whats going on wrong they think everybody owes them something As I’m walk outside leaving my life behind with such, huge uncertainty with no one to clarify, So Saying I’m Within the Laws of our
As we’re all Trying to live and stay alive Our world has vacate our worst time in American history soon as I’m too Making it to the bottom step. Im asking you father God is this we’re you need me to be if just as God has done too me all the time I GOT NO Answer I can’t look back only choice is moving forward As I’m running with tears in my eyes to get to the bus to try to make it downtown cause I just watched news and if city close down DUE to this virus take our world away from one day I BELIVE MR HAAPPY understood that today is worst time in American history breaking news. Everybody scared people are dying, dressed out of the street. With no Lunge which is money I feeling pain moving threw my body but I have no help and no place
Times moving fast as bus going downtown my eyes can not BELIVE WHAT life in Oakland Ca is begin to look like next stop rambunctiously how I m getting off the bus and super mad ONLY TOI FIND NOTHING OPEN I have to worry about my body but my muscle mass. Because I cannot just a virus I have to get my brother, my blood for sickle cell anemia wow am I gonna die if I died in my brother dies all my life I believe in this DREAM CURE and NOW ITS available please God grant me one wish if YOU I can do anything you should give my brother just blood out of my body
So hours pass bye like no one working and there no clock to punch Nothjng is open we’re I’m going to sleep what going to eat telling my inner self to think and it come to me Go to Alameda Ca moving I doing as if I’m hungry or thirsty, but at this time, I understand that my hunger matters show me quench my passion to return home I should have known there’s less people outside Alameda it’s colder wow I’m freezing. Where am I going to sleep so should I turn up as I’m look up into the sky hold my head a teardrop from eyes telling my salt your going to make it you just need to survive i’m not willing to change who I am.
Even if I never get to go home, God just let me be myself This time I saw a light could this a sing from GOD I BELIVE SO FROM THIS DAY GOING FORWARD I BEGAN BAIRN stormy to fed people help I realize I had to clean up every day this is the only way I would get Winchester bars, but I never believed they would have to grow up being safe. If you ask me why I’m always it is a safe could be broken in at this time I’m broken.
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